Friday, July 30, 2010

friday end of the week day

well its finally Friday.  just two more weeks until vacation.  then just two weeks at the shore and my lazy life comes to a screeching halt!  miss Emmerson Shaw Henry starts coming to Grammy on Monday august 30!  i can't wait.  this is what i am on earth for.  i believe that completely.  6 yrs ago, i dropped dead in my kitchen, but miracle of miracles i am alive and able to babysit my granddaughter.  i thank god for giving me a chance to be a part of their lives.  just about every thing i have pushed myself to do during those 6 yrs has brought me to this juncture.  "if god brings you to it, he will bring you through it"  well, if there is any question as to whether or not i am able to care for an infant all day long, i point to the heavens.  god didn't allow me to live only to have to sit and watch some stranger take care of Emme.  i believe it is his will for me to do this.  i have prepared myself as best i could to be strong enough to do this.  all that remains is as Nike says to "Just do it"  so i will beginning August 30.  praise the lord!